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Hello. My name is TengkuSuerayaHanie.
i HATE hypocrytes and manipulaters
Currently being forced to gain knowledge in SMKUSJ13
I LOVE TO CRAP , SERIOUSLY haha

see me , talk to me , walk away frm me BUT remember me fr a lifetime (:

T-I-R-E-D !! get it ?? huhu . i ran fr my life ths mrng and nw im suffering in my life as my whole body is aching like shit ! im walking like a woman in their 'pantang' . huhu . and nw my head is soooo heavy (pening laa) . haihs . frst off i started at the back , i mean the back . huhu . then passed most of the girls . *cheh cheh . tk dpt gk num . hee . then lari lari lari, nmpk her ! haha . tk dpt pass though cz she ws too far and i ws too tired . huhu . we're okay . i think . i mean , fr me im okay wth her . :) . today teyra said sorry , yay ! means tht im nt fighting wth anyone nw . :)))))))))))))))))))))))) . i hate fghtng . seriously . huhu . aaahhh . pnat !! okay la bye ! and nw ... do the shimmy !!! ngee .

hey ! havent benn blogging fr quite a while nw . hehe . i've been practising EVRY day fr handball's tournament . soo , i dnt have the time to even do my hw ! tht's dangerous !! ngee . annd .. tmr there's the merentas desa thingyy . aihh . cnt wait to burn some calories since i ate kfc tonight and there's still a WHOLE box of cheesy wedges waiting fr me to eat them . shit . fat fat la nnt . aihh . tdi ptg dh bwt sit up ! fuh semangat !! huhu . nw i'm listening to mama and abg' babbling abt mama nk open a restaurant . aihh . nnt tlg mama ! ngee ~ well , today ? bored ! ade perjanjian rasmi which is abt samira's pledge abt nt having a bf fr two COMPLETE years . HAHA ! yea rght syg !! haha . aimeen ?? im so so so happy wth him . i love him , like seriouslyy !! ngeheh . nw nw thre , say wht you wnt bt im nt going to make a statement abt anythng . happy ? :)))) dhdh . mls nk type pnjg2 . byee ~

bored bored bored ! aihh . why is evryone quarrelling ??? man .. chill la . we cn settle it the easy way okay . dnt have to actually fight over somethng stupid . gosh .. dhdh . aftr ths pn , im nt going to pndg slack or wtv . just SMILE !! ngee ~ okay ? im nt going to say sorry bcz i ddnt do anythng wrong rght ?? yes .. haha . babe , pls dnt make a fool out of yourself . you dnt knw wht's going on and i knw tht you dnt even wnt to knw . pls stop fghtng wth her . im nt going to say anythng stupid bt i advice you pleeaassee nt to fght wth her anymore . again , you dnt knw wht's actually happened here . and i promise tht i wont tell you as it'll break yr heart . it's his fault fr lying bt its no good fr you to go and trust him just like tht and blame her . i am nt on her side bt i knw wht's going on and you dont . please stop ? aihh . and as fr you !! haha . nothing la monster .. okay okayla . sorry fr the harsh thngs tht ive said abt you okay .. i mean aftr you've said something abt me in yr ms . :)) . and im nt apologizing to your indon stpd mthrfckng frnd ! bloody hell . babi pnya pompuan . aihh . bt sorry kay babe ! :)) . aannndd .. my life has finnally turned into a better life these days . thnk god !! ngee ~ except fr the part when abg , kakak and mama are alwys stressing me out abt my hw . shit btol . haihh . fr the rest , BEST ! ohh and and , amer plan nk g pd on this coming holiday . wth ... me , samira , adib , ikram , effy , faris , aimeen . :) . yeahh . maybe on the 13th , 14th and 15th la . MAYBE . plan je baru . ngee ~ bt hope jd la . huhu . cnt wait ! aihh gla sleepy oh !! ystrdy tdo at 3 cm ngok gla . lyn org psycho kn kn ?? haha . th pape . ngek lh you ! sepak kang ! i gla ngntk tw !! and pdn mka you bgn lmbt !! haha . naseb tk kne tnggl je ngn bus ! hahaha . gla pnya org ! :p . aihh . bored bored ! byee ~ muahmuah !! :D

you knw wht ?! i've had it . im just going to come clean abt evrythng because i have had enough ! sorry no hard feelings but i've kept evrythng bottled up until im fed up ! i thnk you're okay bt wht the hell is your problem ? im tired of fighting abt things tht i dnt even why are we fighting abt it . you said tht i ws the one who likes to find faults with you ?! exscuse me ? you said sorry last time and i ws satisfied knowing tht evrythng has been settled just the way i liked it . and THEN , in all of a sudden you typed 'something' abt 'jgn lh cri gado , kutuk-kutuk ' and wht nt . well , i admit tht i personally thnk tht's me you're talking abt because aftr i hve hit you back then it has turned into an argument through ms . babe ! i dnt like you ! i am being honest by telling you tht i dnt like in every single thng tht you do , say or wtv . and i KNOW tht you too hve the same mutual feeling as i do nw . so ? i hate having enemies . i dnt knw abt you , bt i hate fighting . i am soo tired of hitting back whatever yr fnrd says . hey ! bt then again , wht the fuck is your problem ?? okay i knw you're a rich dude's kid . bt so ? even if your dad is rich bt you're not ! thnk abt that ! and eventhough your dad is rich but your attitude is like 'bloody hell ..' , then again , no use ! ppl wont even take a glance at you if you're nt rich and hve tht kind of attitude . and i heard tht you ditched yr old frnds . two of them rght ? aihh . do you actually think that by having your current frnds nw tht you're better ? i think tht maybe i'll be good to you if you have the same attitude when you were with yr old frnds . babe , i did nt pick a fight wth you okay . haihh . and wht's with the 'i am so good-looking , and i hve great frnds , and im better than you !' attitude ? yeah , i dnt knw wht's your real attitude bt from wht i've seen ? you're a wannabe bitch ! and yr indon frnd ? she's a total bitch ! bt you're a wannabe bitch . get it ? maybe you like being a bitch bt i dnt . so , by fighting or arguing with you , a wannabe bitch , makes me one too . so you knw wht am i going to do ? ignore , yeah im going to IGNORE whatever you're going to say or do . ESPECIALY yr frnd , the indon-like frnd . haha . seriously , she looks and acts like an indon too . dont you feel embarassed by having tht kind of a frnd ? haha . shameful . she'a a ghetto fabulous you knw ? haha . yucks . ppl like you two , dsnt deserve to be fighting with me . get it ?! buSUEk ? haha . sedar tk you spe ? dhla gumuk ! nk poyo2 plak ngan aku ! ehh , dhla gelak cm cicak ! haha . yeahh , i heard you laughed yesterday . to be honest , i ws shocked knowing the way you laugh is like tht . serious gla buruk weyh ! haha . bdn je besar . tp kecut cm bdo . haha . dhla pndg org cm bajet bgus je . heh ! kau tu gumuk skali aku lempang lemak sme pecah ! haha . poyo nk diet ?? hahaha . babe , ingt senang nk hilangkn all the lemak ??? ahaha . mkn je laa . continue jd gumuk sudeyy . ngee ~ comel dh tuuuu . hahahahhhahhahaha . comel ???? jgn bwt lwak .! kwn kau yg sorang tu ! aihh . cm bangang !! bdo nk mampos , bkn mslh dia nk msk campur plak ! th pape , mka dhla cm indon ! dressing cm prostitute indon !! haha . bpak memalukan !! at least kwn kau yg soraaaanngg tu lg tk cri gdo kn ? bgus , aku respect dia . yg lg dua ? hampeh . poyo nk mamp. ! ahaha . kau tuu .. jgn nk poyo sgt bley ?? nyampah plak ! haha . pathetic ! i bet your maid even washes your school shoes ! haha . mcm bdak tadika ! patutla immature nk mamp. ! eyh , kau tu form 5 ! why dnt you start acting like one lh fat ass ! aihh . menyemakk jee dlm hdup aku ! bwt serabut kepala otak oh !! nyahh kau !! pegi mamp. dlm lombong tu ! lg aman dunia tkde kau , at least keluasan lebih sket aku bley tgk . gahaa . ade kau je cm sesak sket lh . gumuk sgt !! and mata aku pn tkla saket sgt tgk mka kau ! pkir cm lawa jee . haha . th pape oh . eee . sumpah geli !!!



*babe , haha . no hard feelings la ! bnde betol kott . monster !! :D

babe !! hw cld you think tht way ?? pleeaassseee ... i bknnya rpat sgt ngn 'dia' . i rpat ngn kwn dia . i okay je ngn dia . we're just real frnds laa . babe ... why cmnie ??? aihh .. pleasee ?? i pn tknk you and yr bestest frnd tk rpat just because of me . please ? i sanggup tk kwn ngn dia if you cmnie . babe !! please !! why ??

mmm . hate myself for doing tht . shit . haihh . no mood fr blogging today . HAH !! fuck you fat ass woman ! poyo . dhla suro kwn kau yg mka cm INDON tu kutukkn . haha . th pape . bdo . :)

you are freakin weird lh dey ! th pape . speaking english ?? haha . broken lh babe !! its okay . learn ! haha . stpd lh you bloody hell . frst , you are such a coward ! num. 1 coward in the wrld i thnk . second , alaaahhh ... mls lh nk ckp . heheh . babe ! mls lh nk gdo nie . cm bngang PLUS immature . maybe you are bt im nt . so nk gdo , gdo lh kau dua org ngn kwn INDON kau tu . :)))

mmm . yellow !! nw gla tired . wanna knw why ? train handball cm gla . aihh . pnat glaa . agk2 bley ke jd keeper ? haha . kecik sgt ! slalu keeper org2 bdn bsar kn ?? tkpe , tkpe . unique ! cheh !! haha . ' terima kasih ' ? haha . pape laa . mls glaa nk lyn . pegi mampos la kauu ! haha . eyy , bsan lh ! bie , please lh ! tk lrat dhlaa .. aishh . ska kau ? haha . bdo nya manusia (bkn bie tw) . mmm . this week tk bwt hw SATU pon since gado ngn org tu and cm tkde mood lngsung . mampos la . mls nk pkir . aihh . stressful week ! shit . hate my lifee . oh yeah , tdi aftr hanball cm ddk sorang2 kt tmpat mnunggu and naseb ciya and samira dtg tman KJAP pn jd laa . ciya sgt comel ! :D . aihh . then msg2 aimeen dia then balek . aimeen plak dtg aftr i dh balek . aihh . ape laa . mmm . stress glaaaaa !! haha . oh yeah ! today kacau syamim oh ! *abg samira . haha . funny ! cmel la dia glbh ! samira . jgn malu okay ! haha . bestbest ! mmm . tu jela kot . no mood sgt nk speaking today . :( . bye .

shit ! shit ! shit ! shit ! SHIT ! hmmm !!! gado with aimeen laaaaa . gla stress !! TWO days tk jmpa dia . today dia tk gtaw langsung yg dia tk pegi school , then time balek he did nt came . * well , usually if dia tk dtg school , time i balek school dia dtg teman . (cz dia kate nk tgk jgak my fce ! ) mmm . sdey glaaa !!!!!!!! gla gla gla cry ! haish . tny sara !! dia je la kene lyn i today since gf i lg sorang tk dtg and TK BGTW JGAKK !! samieraaaa ...... explain yrself !! huhu . then dia tk msg lngsung ! yesterday ade msg2 then dia tk reply trus dunnoe why . :'''''''''''''( . cnt tell hw many times hve i cried fr him . haihs . seksa laa . yeahh maybe its my fault . i knw and im gonna change !! baby !!! pleasee ??? hmmm . sorry lh sayang .. i promise i wnt do all of tht again . ill throw all my ego-ness out to the 'lombong' thre !! :|| baby !!!! haiihhhhhh !! please syg ???? maybe you've had enough . hmm . sorry ... i syg you lhh !! you knw tht rght ?? OBVIOUSLYY !! remember wht samira and amer told you the other day ?? they told the truth . i ws sooo embarassed ! bt its true !! bie ! i syg you lh ...! sorry kayy . mmm . i dnt knw . because of this i didnt do any of my homeworks . mmm . i dnt knw laahh . :((( .

hye hye ! mmm . be ready cz im in the mood fr writng a looooooooonggggg post ! haha . frstly !! mmm . do you knw tht i hve lots and lots and LOTS of names ? haha . overall , my family czlls me 'hani' . then MOST of my family PLUS mama calls me 'baby' or 'b' . HAH ! hahah . then papa and nenek calls me 'adik' (sometimes la) . huhu . my frnds call me 'suraya' or 'SUE' ! haha . aaaandddd abg calls me 'pendek' , 'gemok' , 'gdik' , 'maam besa' and pape lagi laa . (brothers ! wht do you expect ? haha) . knw wht has happened today ?? mmm . PAGI2 lagi dh NANGES ! shit . bgn2 pagi cm nk demam , then MLASSSS glaaaa nk pegi school , okaayyy finee .... pegi laa . nnt abg mra , * aaahhh .. intermission , sara calls ;) * sooo kne pegi la gaaakk .. huhu . then pagi2 tgk mka aimeen sayang ( yeke ?? haihh . :( ) then blablabla .. nanges .... haihs . msk clas yadayadayada .. LALU CLASS DIA !! hahahahahhahahaha . makan kak ???? ahhaha . patutlaaaaaa ...... *eherm . haha . recess mkan spaghetti , YUMMAYY !! haha . althoug the spaghetti's noodle is quite soft . VERRY ! haha . then .. aftr rehat blaja sejarah kjaaap sangat ! ade this two guys walked in our class dgn Pn.Parames .. haihs ... SAKET otak dgr suare tht teacher . hehehe . then the patrick guy ws yapping abt carrer pathways la ape la . i ws too sick to concentrate to whatever he ws saying . mmm . :| . after tht BIO ! shit . tkde mood LANGSUNG nk blaja bio tahu !! then kepala cm nk PECAH ! pening ! balek rmah , mkan3 .. then ONLINE ! ngee ~ aftr mama hbes work nk visit yusni jaafar . the veteran actress i suppose ? hmm . she's our family friend actually . soo , you all must've heard tht she's in a critical situation rght ? ( i mean her health ) mmm . sooo .. nk g visit kt SELAYANG ! shit . BAPAK jauh ! haihs .. HAH ! speaking abt yg taylor's colleage pnya guys yg dtg tdi ... do you knw whts my ambition is ? haha . quite funny lh . mmm . psychologists ! ngee ~ see , i'm planning to get a diploma in tessel then degree and masters in psychologyy . well , what a high ambition rght ?? at least its better than being a dctr ! mama ws forcing me to be a dctr . TK MAHU LA MAMA !!! ishk . frst of all , we MUST get 4 flats *and you know tht i'm nt capable in doing that ! i mean MA !!! hani tkleyy lhh ! :| . secondlyy , do you know the duration to BE a dctr ?? 10 years !! i hate studying lh ma ... dnt expect me to be studying till im 30 okayh ! nonono . thirdlyy , i HATE the sight of blood ! hesh ! PLEASE lh !! eeee . then tk skaaaa lh sket2 kne page if spe2 accident or wtv . ishk . then the white (jacket ?) is tht wht you guys call it ? haha . wtv laa . soo tk vogue ! ahaha . well , memain jee . maaaa ... tk ska lh dctr !! and because of tht she FORCED me to be in pure science's class . MAMA !! hani yg nk study lh bkn mama . waaa !! mama seksa hani ohh ! mama ingat senang ke ??? i knw why she wsnt me to be a dctr SOOOO much ! sbb ... papa dlu pn amik med . then bley tk papa lari from UM then g msk askar ?? to be exact , TUDM . haihh .. PA ! wht were you thinking ?! huhu . okay laa . at least dpt jd pilot gk . ngee ~ good choice father ! :D . haha . then abg pn amik foundation of med kt matrics , then nw jd pilot cm papa gk ! haih . sooo , tnggl me sorang je la .. nono mama . hani tk lrat !! huhu . psychologists pn ley jd rich kn mama ?? sooo .. tkpelaa . at least if ade masters in psychologists pn companies sme pn ley consider nk hire . mle2 nk jd stewardess ! ahah . * cz i LOVE LOVE to travel ! cnt actually blame me since i've been travelling fr evry year since i ws little kaaann ?? :)) then if nk jd pilot mnde mne2 airline companies nk hire a woman pilot . tkdeee .. haihh . kje pe lg yg slalu travel ??? yilek ! haha . and i pn cm minat2 gk psycho org ! gaaahaa . sooo suitablee sangaat lh ! ahaha . then wht the HELL am i doing in a PURE SCIENCE class ?? haish . membazir brain cell je nk kje bnyk2 kn ??? mama lahh !!!!!! huhu . salah mama !!! :ppppp tknk kawan !! ishk . well , maybe gk mama nk prove kn papa yg eventhough im living wth her i cn still be a useful person . mama , i will mama . :) . papa pn , i'll be a gd and a useful person kayy .. dnt worry . i wont turn out to be a burgler or wtv . promise ! :)) . annnd .. as for YOU you daughter of a bitch ! FUCK you lh BETINA ! bangang ! kau pkir nk kikis duet bapak aku kau bley hdup senang ? bley pegi mati ! tgk lh kau .. tk selamat hdup kau bwt family org jd cmni . kterang mmg sure nnt papa dh saket or wtv kau tkkn kesa kn ?? its okay !! nk amik duet bpak aku ? go ahead ! bt gve our father back lh bloody hell ! ishk . kalau aku dpat kau mmg aku tendang jgak tummy kau . dhla gumuk !! tk sdar dri btol . gdik nk mampos ! ehh , tearing people's family apart doesn't differenciate you than a bitch or shld i say demon ? a living demon . fck you bitch . IF only my father dies befre you do , you just wait fr us 3 siblings to come knocking on yr door . be prepared cz we wont frget wht you did . because of YOU we've lost our own father and because of YOU mama , kakak , abg and even ME is living hard . we dnt thnk yr happy nw . i personally thnk my father is nt happy . we're his kids . you cnt tear a father apart from his kids . never . yeahh you're his current world bt wait till i grow up . you cn just WISH you cn get him back when he's sick or old . you cn hve his money , his house , his CARS * i knw he pays fr your car lh bitch . bt you cn never have him . he's OUR father . and we can pay fr evry single penny tht he've spent or we cn gve him money tht he needs . you knw wht ? thts why ill study hard . to live wth him . EVENTHOUGH he doesnt take us as his children anymore bt we still treat him and take him as our father . cn you imagine , you've tore our whole family apart . shit you . damn . we'll nver frgve you and you'll get back wht you've done and you'll pay . mmm . i dnt knw why evry FAT ass in the wrld hve a problem wth me . haihs . well , they cn get lost . i dnt care . * i dnt knw why am i emo-ing nw . well , to think abt all of it back , im kind of stressed out abt it . i mean ALL of it . i mean , looking at all those ppl out thre who has it all . wealth , health , looks , happiness , sometimes i'll just look at them and think . think abt wht dont they hve . fr me , i dnt quite have the looks , wealth ? did hve . health ? alhamdulillah .. happiness ? i dnt hve tht . i dnt knw . my sis and i thought of it and we KNOW tht we does nt hve anythng . i mean . haihhh . thlaa . i kind of envy 'them' bt come to think of it , we'll say " org akn dpt sebahagian hdupnya " . well , its nt fair to me . ppl say good ppl will obtain gd comebacks IF we do good . bt bad ppl will eventually obtain bd comebacks . BUT as i've observd , bd ppl nowadays are living the life and the gd ones are suffering . why ? its nt fair . where's my part of life ? i cnt see and am nt seeing it nw . then when ? you knw , thts why i'll alwys act spontaneous towards anythng and evrythng . bcause sometimes 'thngs' only cmes once . they dnt usually cme all the time . sometimes we hve to be an opportunist to succeed in life . bt sometimes we'll only watch the opportunity walk pass us without doing anythng . hmm . life is SO complicated . i hate it .

eherm eherm .. exscuse me ? cn you puhleaseeeeeeeee tell me wht story did i make huh monster ?? bpak gampang kau ! tkley bla . haha . dhla SEBOK nk tkar2 who i'd like to meet gk ! SEBOK ! SEBOK ! SEBOK ! eeeee . benci gla !!! haha . ishk ishk ! i knw you'll alwys read my blog and checkout my page every single time you online rght ? haha . guess wht ? me too ! sooo ... we're enemies huh ? haha . eee . tk hingin ah jd enemy kau pompuan ! eee . gla geli ! tkley bla . haha . ska bwt cerita dn kutuk ?? EXSCUSE ME AGAIN !? please please please tell me wht story did i make AND alah !! mcm lh kau tk kutuk aku ?! ingt aku bodoh cm kauuu ?? haha . i cn be mean sometimes . SORRY ..... NOT !!! haha . tkley bla doh kau ! eee . bpak humongous !! haha . dhla suro kwn pndgkn slack kt aku !! eeee . skali lg PENGECUT !! haha . bpak malu siod if i were you . haha . haihh . apee laa ... geleng kepala je laaaa ... HAHA !

today ?? aihh ... penat glaaaaaaaaaaaaaa babi !! and and HYPER nk mampos !! haha . school ws okay . ttibe kn ... time bdak2 tu rehat kn ... kwn dia pndg slack oh ! uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ..... TAKOTNYEEEEE !!!!!!!!!! ahhahahahahha . bodo glaaa . gahaaa .. then ... stayback kt school . cm ape jee . then jog jog jog ! haha . PENAT ! aihh . :|

weyh ! bosan ! huhu . dh mkn yum yum ! ngee ~ nw i plak no crdt . shit . bosan glaaa . huhu . bosan bosan bosan . :)))))))))))))))

hye hye hye ! ngee ~ yesterday's bbq ? haihh . BEST ! haha . gla gla best . i mean , tklh best sgt bt tgk HER face cm best plak . haha . kn monster kn ? mmm . actually lepaked cm th pape jee . nothing much . :) . i didnt ate much . sket2 jee mkn yg aimeen sayang offer . ngee ~ then lepak3 .... balek .. hehe . then that's it . took arnd TWO pictures jee . haha . tkde mood sgt nk amik pic . my frnds pn tkdee . soooo , no mood sgt . huhu . kterang cm lepak jee . smpi2 sne je nmpk her , her and HER ! potong betol ! haihh . TAPI , ttp best ! haha . dhdh . shit ! my karangan tk siap lg . maaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!! mls glaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!! tamau2 buat !! huhu . Pn.Lau nieeeeeeee ..... ska nk seksa org ! huhu . nw ? bosan glaaa !!! abg nie pon ! ska sgt nk tgk raja lwak ! haihh . haha . bt agk lwak laa , ego je lbey bwt2 tk ska . haha . internet now GLA slow ! mmm . abg la ! ngee ~ sme pn abg ! haha . shiann ..

AND samira !! why why why ??? omg sayang ... why seksa yourself ? haihh . no worries la tp babe , anis and i ade di sini ! ngee ~ okay okayla . kne blaja masak ! hahahahaha ! me ? msk ? haha . bwt lwak ! huhu . tkpee . anak dara !! byee ~~

bored ! huhu . haihs . monster ? ngee ~ syg kuu , spe cri gdo dlu heh ? nt me . :) i ws A okay ttibe jee nk tules2 like tht . haihs . sbar jee la . tonight bbq ! ahhh !!!!!!!! nonono !! shit shit shit ! huhu . naseb anis and eleena ade ! if nt , haihh . ngee ~ bsan neways today . tgk hindustan jee . haha . FEEL gla oh ! tkley bla . sdey2 . nw plak abg tgk rja lwk . th pape . huhu . mlas nk g lh tonight . if tk g prom bley bie ? cn cn ?? ngee ~ alaaa , ish ish !! today samira nya annie oh ! 3 mnths knkn ?? HAPPY ANNIE SAMIRA AND NAZRIN !! tmau clash2 laahhh . if syg sbar jee kay samira ? me and anis will be thre fr you ANYTIME ! kay kay ??? kami syg kamu ! ohhh ohh skema . silap silap . mne ley jd skemaa ... tu care ' dia ' .. haha . lwk ohh ! hmm !! sbar sbar ! :|

my fault my fault ! shit . bnci laahh ! tk sukka ! huhu . tkkn lh psl bbq je pn ley nk gdo2 ? haihs . tkkn bie tk phm why i tkmau pegi ? pls lh phm . mmm . bt yeah okay fine i pegi . if thts wht makes you happy . i'll go . anis anis ! pls pls pls pegi !! haihs . eleena plak tman i lh kay ? kte teman each othr . :)) . prom ? haha , kakak ws like , " pegi jela ! hani bley lg lwa lh ! " . phm2 lh why she said tht kn . :p . alaa tk kesa sgt pn ! pegi mam la dia tu ! LIC ! haha , kn baby kn ? haihs . why lh dia tkde crdt ? mama aimeen , byr lh pls duet dia !!! nnt dia tkde crdt . :( . pls pls pls auntie ? huhu . bley plak aimeen sayang smlm ws like , " i lg rela kne maki dr kne useless from bie . " haha . syg , useless je ? okay okay sorry kay bie . i tk ckp dh the word ' useless' aftr this . huhu . i promise . shit . why org nk cri gdo ? tkde kje oh ! tkpe tkpe . fget bout it . haha . tdi samira ws like " ler kterang ni asyk ngumpat je ! dosa ! dorang gk dpt phla ! " . and i ws like " alah ! nnt dorang ngumpat kterang balek , kterang dpt balek phla yg dorang dpt tdi ! * and sme pn glak ! :|" haha . btol tk ? haihs . thlaa .

nw pn glaaaaaa bsan !! mama dh tdo . abg and kakak plak g club . haiyoooo . mls lh pn nk ikt , tmr nk kuar lg . :| tgh tnggu midnght kot . supersavers . :| . haha . COMPLICATED ! stress stress stress ! ohh ! haha . nk tw tk pe samira ckp time balek tdi aftr nmpk ' dia ' ? haha . she ws like " OMG suee !! gla takot ! (tkot is meant by humongous , gigantic) OMG sue ! " haha . and i ws like "pahal nie ? pahal ? * blur gla ! " haha . anis pn cm , OMG ! tk sangka ! haha . kn anis kn ? haih . naseb dorang ade to cheer me up oh ! if nt tktw la . love em , love em , love em ! hee . words from the wise * appreciate ppl ! ( haha . wise ke ? :p ) eh tp btol oh . serious . appreciate nw if nnt pape jd NYESAL ! haha . kn ? haih . CHALLENGES ! tk lrat dh nk face it . seriouslyy . TK LRAT ! life is like ape ah org kate ? life is a big wheel ? hah . yelatu kot . ngee ~ sbar jelaa . :|

yeah ! happy kot today . BUT sorry kay baby . haihs . i tw i stpd , nt a gd gf . asyk2 nk mng jee . huhu . 'ank bongsu' kn ?? sorry sorry kay ! nnt i ngalah slalu kay ! hee . tk ego dh ! i try lpekn case PEREMPUAN SIALAN itu aite ! and if i moody2 tk mrah bie kaykay ?? ngee . sorry syg . kay ? kay ? shian bie sbar ngn my prangai jee . huhu . ill chnge aite ! hee . today kt school blaja physics jee . BOSAN nk mampos ! huhu . the rest of the day were spent by talking ! haha . best knkn ? ROCK gla class ku ! bwk kluar phne slamba bapak dia jee . haha . ngok gla wei zhong ! :p . then dgr debate last period , FUH ! gla cool sey airil debate . gla STYLE nk mampos !! RESPECT kau lh ! huhu . little misunderstanding kt school . hee . well , ms tears ppl's relationship and friendship apart !! damn ! haha . kn sara kn ?? TAPI , dh uukayy dh with si dia . :p . well , my advice jgn lh gado2 if tkde mslh . BUT IF THT CERTAIN PPL CARI MSLH , HIT BACK JE ! EVENTHOUGH IF DORANG LG OLDER . :)
loves ! :D

ishk . ade problem lg ke ?? haihs . you were the one who said sorry kn ?? so ? wht the hell is yr fucking problem la weyh ?! th pape . pkir hot sgt lh tu ? HA HA ! dh la ***2 !! tk sdar dri siod ! th pape . asl ? jelous is it ?? haha . naseb lh babe ! ishk . serious lh , wtf is yr prob lg ?? dh settle kn ?? so ?? heshh !! serious tht were so immature of you !! kate dh tua , tp yr thinking ?? HAH ! cm 5 year old ! stpd stpd stpd ! YOU ARE SO NT HOT OKAY WHT THT ATTITUDE !! fck lh . haha . so stpd of you to thnk tht way . STUPID ! wht ? do you actually think tht you're better than me ? hey ! yeah i knw youre in tht particular form and has tht particular frnds .. yeah so ? do you thnk i'd freak ? haha . SO WRONG ! get lost lh wey . thnk god kau nk blah dh next year . dhla rmah cmtu ! huhu . th pape . pkir cm lawa sgt jee . hello !! cn go to hell ! nk pndg2 slack plak kau minah ! kampong gla kau ! th pape . kwn2 sme pn dh SAH kampng ! tkley bwt pe dh . ngok gla kau ! haha . ridiculous oh kau ! seriously ridiculous ! pathetic way of thinking . skema ? HAHAHA . tw ah kureng pandai kn ? haha . tkpe tkpe aku phm . heh . stpd person . tkley bla oh ! th pape jee . dh ckp sorry tu dh ah ! nk cri2 gado lg apahal ? eyh , nk kate org coward ? EXSCUSE ME ? g tgk mirror dlu cn ah ? haha . just because you're older pkir org takot ah ? nonono . you're messing with the wrong person lh dey ! stpd . idiot glaa ! haha . jgn nk buruk2kn nme org kayh ! remember ? dhla sound org ( jpjp , 'konon' sound , dhla sound bwk kwn ! KECUT !!! see ? kn dh kate ridiculous ! haha . ish3 ) pastu dia buruk2kn org bley plak ! haha . tu lh namenye org yg tkde pendirian ! ckp je gembar-gembur ! haha . PATHETIC ! dhla burok ade hti nk ckp org kampong ? haha . rmah kau tkde cermin is it ? haha . ke trlbeyh perasan babe ? haha . ngok . bangang ! dhla , waste my time oh nk pkir2 bout org yg TKDE OTAK cm kamu ! haha . two words lh betina , RIDICULOUS AND PATHETIC !




*well , spe2 yg terasa tuu , NASEB AH ! haha .

theehee . dh edit blog !! yeay ! haha . lawa knkn ?? well , my soulmate yg ajr !! yay sayang you ! heheh . today ? mmg gila ! haha . kt class , mlyn hazim and afif tu like OMG tkbley bla ! haha . samira lg bley ckp , " name kau , kau , kau nnt sme ade dlm blog aku ! " haha . sebok jee . :p . samira gla yay yay ! haha . aimeen sayang ? HAPPY TERAMAT ! yay sayang dia ! huhu . baby lh !! mmm . knw wht ? nnt thursday nie the 14th laahhh ! huhu . guess hw long ? 10 mnths ! haha . yay lama gla ! :)))))) . today gla hyper oh ! and samira , sara and amer psychoed me ! heh . bout afira pe sme . hehe . thnks lh sayangs ! cnt live and deal anything without y'all ! hee . well , mama nie plak skang tkde kje and bce my blog ! heh . sebok glaaaa mama !! huhu . pastu tny hw ! ishk . saket hati ! hehe . supposately plan today nk g jogging . hoh . MLAS GLAAA !!! typical hani lh kn ! haha . mls la . slalu nk postpone . huhu . cane nk kurus nie ?? haiyaa . hee . okay okayla . bye lh ! muahmuah !! :)))

haihs . bosan glaa ! mmm . i hate school . you knw why ? because of tht particular girl . shit . hate her , hee . tklh hate sgt bt cm tk ska la . mmm . i dnt knw her true self lh bt the attitude tht she has showed me makes me dislikes her . haihs . and and i hate physics !! and thts why i hate going to school . ngee . loves ? why why why ??? hehe . tw2 sndri lh . :p . frnds and boyf ! :))))))))

hesh . LIAR . nw im getting my facts rght and the minute that i do , you're in trouble dude . you'll see wht'll happen to you if i caught you lying to me . damn . babi btol lh !! jga you !!! ishk !

hey kamu kamu ! :)) bored glaaaa ... haihs . you knw wht ? gla tkley bla ! yesterday cm biase kuar lpak with my sisters' frnds . then ckp pnya ckp ttibe one of her frnds were talking abt ghosts ! shit ! the WHOLE nght we were talking abt our experiences . damn . it ws all scary stories ! damn . and dan2 je plak tonght tnggl my sis and i jee in the house . mama !!!!! hah . mama balek trngganu and abg fly . cm siodd !! gosh . hw hw ? and were both scaredy cats ! haha . hbes lh mlm nie .. two ppls jee in this big house ! okay lh big lh jgak kn . haha . tk sanggupp !! waaaaaaa !! then we jokingly said to my brother nk bwt slumber party . haha . yee la sgt !! tdi time abg left fr work we were like ' PARTAYYY !!! ' haha . tkley bla . serious no thngs to do at all !! if nk kuar pn , kakak ade assignment and if me myself nk kuar ngn my frnds CONFIRM kakak tk kci since dia takot nk tnggl sorang . hahah . *see anis ? sorry yah . next tme kte kuar lg kayh ! ;) . nw tkde crdt !!! shit . bsan tw , i cnt text wth my baby !! ngee ~ mmm . nk tw tk one of the stories smlm ? ade hs woman , haha . okay okay , get serious , woman ni my sis pnya frnd , fae , pnya sis in law . well to be exact , tmr lh the wedding . haha . okay serious2 ! mmm . then she ws living wth her mum bt tht particular nght plak her mum went out . then she ws all alone lh kn . theenn , she ws watching tv . tbe2 ade this lembaga perempuan kluar from her mum's room then heading twards the kitchen . then when the ' lembaga perempuan ' tu tgh otw nk pegi kitchen sempat plak toleh tu the women ( yg going to be fae's sis in lw tuu ) ha . then dia toleh kt tht women then tw dia bwt pe ? mengilai . SHIT ! meremang bulu roma ! then dgn panicknya the woman call her mum crying cm org gla suro balek . damn . if i ws her i'd be glbh2 in search of the damn bloody house keys then BLAH lh ! huhu . mne lh tw if tht ' lembaga perempuan ' amik air from the kitchen then pegi join tht woman tgk tv ke kn ? huhu . and when kterang dgr tht story we were like aaaaaa .. shitt !! haha . ade my sis pnya frnd jgak , nme dia siti . heheh . dia kata if she ws in the situation tw dia bwt pe ? haha . BANGING HER HEAD TO THE WALL BG PENGSAN !!! haha . tkley bla ! huhu .

kakak just made me a waffle ! hee . baek gla ! yummy glaa !! dnt be jelous eyh .. haha . haihs . today's friday kn ? hmm . bsan glaa !! ystrday i ws naughty !! hee . secret2 ! :p . kn baby kn ? ngee ~ mmm . tu jela kott .
bye bye lh ! nethin i'll update you guys aite ! ngee ~ muahmuah ! :)))))

heh . bsaann !! huhu . bye ~ :p

yeah , maybe you can say tht i make a BIG deal out of erythng . bt you must remember , who looked out fr you fr the past years tht we've been friends ? i treatd you like a sister to me . bt i dnt knw why and hw our frndshp ended up as a huge pile of rubbish . you knew tht all these shits will happen . bt i dnt knw why didnt you do anythng abt it . i ws waiting fr your mssg fr two weeks . its the thought tht counts . i ws hoping tht you'd still remember me evnthough you've shiftd school and gained new frnds . bt seems like you ddnt even bother to text me . you said tht you've been busy bt you did wnderd abt it evry day ? i dnt belive tht bullshit . sorry . its fine with me if you wnt to start a new life bt you werent planning to bring me along with you . i dnt mind . because you knw wht ? i've got new frnds which i thnk is better than you . im nt gonna say tht you're irreplaceable . well , guess wht ? frnds come and go . the fact tht you left me and frgets bout me easily ws the one tht pissed me off . even during handballs' practice , i ws hoping fr you to come . bt you didn't . quick ? you said tht just because i have new frnds tht i frgt bout you ? hey , i didnt neglected you at tht bloody time rght ? did i ? i've asked you to join us bt you wishd to go wth yr 'new' frnds instead . and you're blaming me ? you knw wht ? i even cnsdred going to quick ws partly because of YOU . bt you said tht i have to look at myself because i too have new frnds and all . yes , i do have new frnds bt i didnt frgt about you . why must you blame it all on me ? i'm nt blaming you just like tht . you said tht i've to get my facts rght frst . well , i did . and i wouldn't even consderd to fire you if i dnt get my facts rght . im nt tht type okay . i knw tht you're wrng . im nt saying im nt . yeahh . you cn say messaging wth me is a waste of time and wtv . well , you knw wht ? i knw you . you're nt like tht . i knw you said tht because you're sistr ws wth you . and she ws the one who told you to say tht . she's a tessel student isnt she ? well , i knw . i knw a WHOLE lot abt you . you cnt fool me . i even knw tht you thought tht having new frnds is better thn having just me . you said tht i've to understand you because if you stay 4 then you'll be teased by his frnds , yadayadayada . you said tht you've to stand on your own feet ? FUCK THT ! you've got me !!! well you did ! you didnt appreciate me . you took me fr granted . when you thought ateen ws a good frnd and all . you neglected me last year . you didnt care abt me when you were wth ateen . bt ths year , when she's shwd her inner self , then you came to me . you've changed best frnds bt i remained . why ?? you didnt thnk abt tht . you said tht you love tasha because she's yr only frnd in 13 and in class . then wht ws i when you were in 4 ? wsnt i yr only frnd ? bt you didnt say thngs like tht abt me . well , ths is a big deal . and i knw im rght fr making it a big deal . you said tht you've throw me out of yr life ages ago . tht easy huh ? hmm . well fine . i dnt fucking NEED you as my frnd indeed . nw ? yes i've got my new bestfrnds . and my boyfrnd . at least they knw hw to appreciate me . unlike SOME ppl . all i cn do nw is mke the best out of evrythng wth my new frnds . i dnt need ppl like you in my life . you cn go to hell wth yr new fckng life . wht the hell i care ?

seriously nw i love my frnds . i've lost one bt i've gained lots . and they're all good to me . all i have to do nw is just be good and appreciate them bck . good luck wth yours too . have fun wth yr ife ditcher !

it's all bullshit when you say tht you love me too much or wtv . BULLSHIT !! am i your sister or ws i ? fck it when you say bestfrnds forever . bestfrnds dsnt ditch their bestfnds lh wey ! you've promised me tht IF you have to shift school and you eventually DID , you'll text me evry single day ! and did you ?? NO !! i didnt recieve any text meassages from you ? or do you wnt to blame maxis' line ? haihs . i didnt knw tht you could and cn be a ditcher . hey i bloody cried when you left ! i fckng cried fr you ! damn . i didnt knw ht you cld be such a frnd . such GOOD frnd ! ishk . whtver happens to ' i love you more tht anythng ' ?? who the hell ws cooling you down when you got dumped ? your new frnds ? who ws the one who've helped you through EVRY SINGLE DAMN thng tht've happend to you ? yr new frnds ? if you've evr thought tht your new frnds is better thn me thn go ahead . you bitch abt fara abt her attitude , well you're just the same ! you said tht fara cn easily frget us when she's with her guy frnds . well look at yourself nw ? you were with ' putera ' during the quickslver rev . you didnt 'lepak-ed' with us ? wht ? do you actually think tht he cn be your bestfrnd ? try ! i've done so much fr you and ths is wht i get ? ungrateful ! yeah i knw we've suspected ths to happen bt you didnt do anythng to prevent it . you just watch it walk pass you without saying a thng . nw , if you thnk tht you cn be happy wth yr new fckng frnds and ditch me then go ahead ! i dnt freaking care . maybe i've choosed the wrong friend to befriends with . i ws wrong abt you . shit . you've hurt me bad . i'll never frget , and i'll nver frgve . you cn go to **** wth yr new frnds and new school . wht do i care ? hesh . bestfrnds !! wtv . i hate you . i seriously hate . how cld you frget bout me easily ? hmm . cnt believe you . well , you knw wht ? be happy if thts wht you wnt ? fine . i've got new frnds and i've gained new bestfrnds . its nt tht im saying tht i dnt need you and im nt saying tht i do . it's just tht im saying tht i love my current bestfrnds and i thnk tht they won't do the same of wht you did to me . so just be happy wth yr new frnds and i will too with mine . :)

a LOT of things that has happened in this week although it has just been fr only TWO days bt ... haihs . mlas lh nk explain . huhu . tkde mood nk type2 pnjg2 BECAUSE today saket pinggang !! shit ! hate it !! hmm . if i somehow have the time and the mood maybe i'll update you all with all those details . nw , MALAS !! :)))))

best gla lh bbq yesterday nght . :))

best gla lh lepak with my loved ones . :D