♥ i wish fr guys to STOP being manipulative
♥ i wish fr myself to be working harder on my studies
♥ i wish fr HIM ♥
♥ i wish fr , $$$ haha
AND , i wish fr what i've wished to come true (:

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Hello. My name is TengkuSuerayaHanie.
i HATE hypocrytes and manipulaters
Currently being forced to gain knowledge in SMKUSJ13
I LOVE TO CRAP , SERIOUSLY haha

see me , talk to me , walk away frm me BUT remember me fr a lifetime (:

QUOTES
omg i just love quotes , especially life quotes . it kind of inspires me in a way , enjoy it thn (:

"Our attitudes control our lives. Attitudes are a secret power working twenty-four hours a day, for good or bad. It is of paramount importance that we know how to harness and control this great force. "
- Tom Blandi

"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter. "

- Martin Luther King

"Our problems are man-made, therefore they may be solved by man. No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings. "
- John F. Kennedy

"Outstanding people have one thing in common: an absolute sense of mission. "

- Zig Ziglar

"Please all, and you will please none. "

- Aesop

" To exist is to change; to change is to mature; to mature is to create oneself endlessly. "

- Henri Bergson

"Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late."
- Kurt Cornish

"When you have nothing left but love, then for the first time you become aware that love is enough."
- Source Unknown

"Love is the best medicine, and there is more than enough to go around once you open your heart. "
- Julie Marie

"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you. "

- Vipin Sharma

"You only have to do a very few things right in your life so long as you don't do too many things wrong. "
- Warren Buffett

"Love is not automatic. It takes conscious practice and awareness, just like playing the piano or golf. However, you have ample opportunities to practice. Everyone you meet can be your practice session. "
- Doc Childre and Sara Paddison

" True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. "
- Jason Jordan

" Love is fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell. "
- Jason Jordan

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with. "
- Unknown

" True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending. "

- K Knight

that's it maybe , FOR NOW .

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i hve had enough ! that's it ! what the hell did i do wrong ? everything is my fault is it ? you , why do you have to blame EVERYTHING on me ? its not that im saying that i didnt do anything wrong but it seems like evry single thing that happens between us is my fault , never yours . and its killing me ! i do care for you just like i care for him . so ? is it wrong to care for your bestfriend ? wht the fuck did i do wrong ?! why wouldn't you wnt to tell me ? instead , you want me to think myself . apa lancau ? fr all this while , you blamed me fr our ruptured friendship or relationship or wtv you call it . you blamed me !! i just kept my cool . but this time , you're involving him ?? and say that you're sick of seeing me do wtv im doing to him ? wtf ? about him , maybe you knw what i knw , so ? is it my fault ? haih . im tired . im sick and im tired of you . everytime you say something to me on msn , you'll say something that'll hurt me and you just say it like its nothing . then when you meet me face to face , at first yea you'll be sarcastic and stuff , but towards the end of the day , you'll hold my hand , you'll be sweet and stuff . wtf la ? are you trying to confuse me ? wtf are you trying to do ? then you'll say that signs wont last forever . i seriously cnt fucking understand you . im tired . now , all i can say is , i wont be your friend anymore and its not my loss or your loss . its a win-win situation maybe ? idk . what i knw , its the best solution cz i wont be doing anything that'll make you THINK . same goes fr him . yea i'll be his friend but we wont be as close as we were . i'll avoid him , and maybe , that'll make you feel okay , cz i wont be doing anything to him just like what you've said . i guess that'll make you happy .

end of one problem . hm . to this situation that im currently thinking abt is eating me up inside slowly . idk wht am i suppose to do ? i'll see you everyday ! haih . i cant say much about this since its kind of a sensitive topic . oh well , might as well just leave it and watch it as it dies .

maybe my days are now creeping into the season whre there'll be lots and lots and lots of problems incoming . and there are now maybe two or three problems that have settled in me . except fr friends , they've been good to me lately . i mean , we all are being good to each other . that's what i think . hm . family ? idk , okay i guess ? mama's in vietnam now since she's doing a small business on telekungs and stuffs , soo , my first day of puasa with this family wont be including mama lah . quite sad but small stuffs , not to worry much . now im just bored of me whining abt life . mcm org tu ckp "jgn la merungut , you niee" yeaaa . he's right . i NEED to stop whining abt stuffs and get things going ! hm . will try . and ppl , i'll say this and i'll do it , i will stop ******* pronto ! i mean now ! hear this , i wont ever do that thing again . ever . believe me (:

well now now , that's it . nothing to moan and whine abt . will update soon . loves <3

hey happy merdeka everyoneeee !!!! hha . well , malaysia is obviouslyy 51 years old now . grreaatt ! currently feeling VERY proud of our pejuang pejuang negara dlu . hee . okkaay . fr merdeka eve i went to The Curve , omg it ws JAM-PACKED with humanoids . pening btol ! hha . went thre around 3 something cz we were worried there'll be no cabs going thre cz jam gilaa lah kn , hoh . sooo , used public transport yg mcm FULL with indons dgn their anaks2 . omg ! my hair my head everything mmg kne bang lah kn . haha , mmg siod . reached Curve around 3.3o kot . we wanted to surprise shasha and tasha and baby and tiqot lah kn , haha cz we've already told q that we're coming . thn when dh jumpa shasha , she ws like , haaaaaaaaaaa kata tk dtg !! *muka macam marah laa , emo to be exact , haha* thn jalan jalan jalan q wished to buy the spray thingy hha . went to cineplex and guess who'd we bump into ? my fav EX ! hha . that made my day ! seriouslyy . his friends ws waving at me so me and teyra just went thre and salam-ed they all lah kn , haha . to MY surprise , i salam-ed my EX ! i myself didnt knw why did i do that ! haha , okay that ws me being profesional lah kn . what has past let it pasl lah kn , why shld we hold grudges ? cm bdo pn ada . haha . soooo , went to q and the girls , my heart ws KIND OF beating cm gila lahh . haha . thn my leg ws all wobbly and all . alaa you knw the meet-your-ex feeling . haha . recent ex pulak tu ! omg . haha . waited fr tsh and the girls , idk whre did q pegi cz me and teyra wanted to surprise dorang , so we wait and wait and wait , suddenly teyra ws like " dorang ! omg dorang !! " haha i ws like okay sorok sorok !! but thn , they saw us and said " surprise la sgt kn ?! " hahaha . sorry babies ! ohh thn we lepak-ed at the Empress Cafe and minum2 lahh . there were 8 of us and all of us were girls !! cm gila cool . hha . theeenn , the group who ws sitting next to our table , okay behind kot ? haha . wtv lh , there were this guy who ws wearing a brown shirt , OMG COMEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !! haha , he invited us all to lepak together but since we ourselves got our own group soo q respectfully declined his offer . damn !! haha . he ws seriously CUTE ! tkley tdo yesterday ! ahha . well , no jodoh kn . hha . soo after dh lepak kt ctu lama2 , we went everywhre !! and that is why my leg is aching and killing me noww ! seriouslyy ! haih . but wht the heck ! i had fun ! haha . well , the rest , was a typical merdeka celebration kaan . nothing much . haa ! just that whn we were TOTALLY exhausted kn , we sat at the empress cafe again , we sat at a table which ws located opposite of laundry , THEN , came this group and they lepak kt ctu jugaak ! menyampah aku . hha . dhla dkat that table jugaak . the exact table which aedy ordered FIVE ice lemon teas just fr the reason that we wanted to find somewhre to sit and not at the tangga2 whre the 'shufflers' all lepak-ed . haha . he paid rm4o okay !! then best2 they all lepak ctu . its okay if you want to just SIT thre , ni nk pndang2 slack . DISGUSTING and IMMATURE . eew . haha . okay let them be thn . we took looooaadds of pictures last night and i maybe will post a few later . hee . now i'll juat post one okaay . and its me ! hee . enjoy (:

hey hallo . i am currently uploading videos on youtube . check it out later yaa . i'll give out the links . hha lwk gilaa !! casts are rifdi , helmi , john choi , fana and benedict . hha . dorang psycho dohh . alright , yesterday ws 080808 . NICE DATE !! unfortunately i cnt have that date since tk smpat nk flirt ngn spe2 . HAHA . jk ! hm we had a table talk yesterday and things are good nw . thank god . ilyg (: and ptg tu we went to taipan to celebrate teyra's and nely's birthday . hee . we bought some cakes frm secret recipe and we brought it to be eaten at rooftop . lpas mkn2 and snapped some pics , QAIRUL AIN , took some cakes and pegi maen baling2 . omg i dhla nk pegi tution after that , gilaaaa . BUT . we had fun (: i'll upload some pics later . hee . today im supposately to go to tuition but mls gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . urgh . tp yg penting youtube lama gila la . hha . sbar jela . alright then , mls nk post a long blog soooo , smpai sni shj (: ily <3

okay i.ve deleted those posts . hope you guys are happy . im sorry okay (: lets start fresh (: heh , ily ! ;D