heart.
Hello. My name is
TengkuSuerayaHanie.
i HATE hypocrytes and manipulaters
Currently being forced to gain knowledge in SMKUSJ13
I LOVE TO CRAP , SERIOUSLY haha
see me , talk to me , walk away frm me BUT remember me fr a lifetime (:
Wednesday, April 30, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/30/2008
SELAMAT PAGI MALAYSIAAAA ... see , it does nt take tht long ! haha , yeayea wtv . tnggu 1 mnth yea ? yes lh , pape pn lh . its okay fr me ! ngee . haha hm . today i woke up at 8.30am ! well i slept at 4 in the morning plaakkk . haha cool tk ? nk study la today ! wahhwahhhh ... haha . welll ... im curentlyy still in my towel , haha . havent eaten fr like 7 hrs ? shit ! i need food and like FAST ! gaaha , oh yea ! i wld like to post a blog abt my frnds , why i love them and why do they mark something in my life , they mean so much to me :D im sure yr frnds does mean tht much to you too rght ? hee
okayokay , starting off with my bestest frnd plus sister ;D
Nureffy Jesreel Abdullah
well , you knw why i love her ? hm she's a softspoken girl bt she's the bestest girl that you could ever find ! haha she's fun ! and she's been with me fr a year nw . we seldom fight , and that's a good thing rght ? she supports me with every decision that i make , and she's clean ! i mean , she's a good girl . and i'd do anything to protect her from doing any bad stuff , yeaa . cz i knw her mum and she sort of prefer effy to befriends with me . i love you lh auntie ! hee , well , simple sonclusion , I LOVE HER ;D
Samira bt. Tuan Hassan
okay , samira ? omg i cnt tell you guys hw i love her ! she's like myself , i tell her EVRYTHING , and by everything i really do mean everything . and she will NEVER gve out any of your secrets , her instincts is ALWAYS right ! haha thats why i love you babe :p , haha well she's always honest with me , seriously , she'll just say "asl you buruk harini ?" haha cn you believe it ? well i appreciate it dear , ;D i really do . i kind of feel good if someone says that to me fr once in a whle , haha . NT ALWAYS OKAY ! nono , haha okayokay back to her , she's damn nice and i am so damn lucky to have a friend like her , I LOVE YOU BABE ! ;D
Sarah Afiqah bt. Sanusi
okay this girl ? omg i had countless fights with her bt i dnt knw why we'll manage to get back and just say sorry to one another . haha . she's kind of my everything and you knw what are they ? well let see , she's my alternate mother , my counsellor , my frnd , my sister , my ENEMY hha , my teacher , my EVERYTHING LH ! and you guys knw wht ?! i dnt care if you wnt to call her KAMPUNG or whatsoever , i dnt fckng care okay ! if you wnt to call her anything then might as well just call me that too because i am her . get it ?! urgh , haha . i syg her okay ! so get it in your freaking headS !
Anis Nabilla bt. Abdul Razak
my syg nih ? omg she's soooo cool !! hee i love her weyh ! eventhough she's nt in the same school with me bt i cn say tht we're close . i cnt say it in words though . she's the kindest frnd tht you cld ever get . i mean like seriouslyy , bt she's a hyper hyper hyper girl okay , im warning youuu ;D haha , she cnt sit still in one place okay ! she'll be prancing arnd . and she'll bring you along ! haha , she's fun and she likes to snap pictures ! seriouslyy !! haha i love you lh syg !! ;D
Nicole Adeith Main (spelling btol kn ? hha)
ha this girl ? she used to be my bestfrnd's enemy bt somehow we're all bestfrnds nw , haha . okayokay . she's always thre fr me whenever i need her . cool rght ? dia tk pnah BSN dgar my whining abt him , hee . and she gves GREAT advices and they do work ! haha kn nicole ? i love hanging out wth her . hee dnt knw why ., she's actually my senior by one year . and she's in the same class with my ex . haha cool kn ? hm well she is my best buddy !
Amir Fareez b. ?? (i tk ingt sry)
he's my far far cousin ! he's damn protective towards me . although im currently in a silent mode with him bt so wht , he still mean something to me :D i love you lh brother !
and that's all my best frnds , all of them plus so many mre ppls were the greatest of all in my life , okay maybe i'll post abt them at some other time yea ? haha , fr nw this is all ive got . i appreciate them ppl , cheers :))
Monday, April 28, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/28/2008
OMG ! god is really helping me to get over him yea ? thank god ! it doesnt make sense though when i did have the heart to get over everything and just admire him AGAIN ! duh stpd buffalo ! why the hell ?? haih , cheap bastard ! ee poyo gilaa , dhla i knw the fact tht you are sooo trying to make me jelous ! haha disgusting shit , ee fkir hot ah ? haha wtv dude .i admit i am being all stpd bt i hve to actually treat my feelings yah ? hm wtv la you . you are so nt worth my time ! like duh la kn , haha stpd stpd stpd donkey ! and your ex is still in LOVE with youu . OMG AMAZING ! *uhhhh huh ? wow . haha wey stpd gila plak ur ex , i mean you left her fr me ! haha then dia bley lg lyn youu ?? haihhhh .. apa nk jd .. syg la katakann .. i mean , i hpe you're happy wth her , ........ err ?? haha yeayea serious , hope you're HAPPY wth her , hee . pe la . no time to think bout all of you guys yg btol2 waste my brain cells pnya energyy , kn ? hm , NEXT CHAPTER PLS ! hha ,
okkaayyy .. azim ?? haha dude ! i am so not your 'sayang' ! okay ? pls la , afik ? haha , ee dhla sombong ! pastu nk memoyo ? ngee , cheh cm byk guys la knon ? hm enjoy it whle it last , kn ? haha bajet gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa ... actually nw tgh crack nk mampos since fucked up stressed bout bnde bdo je ? haha , fkir sndri la kn wht the hell is the thing , huu . anndd , i gila LOVE My girly girls !! haha , (nickname tkley blaa :p) they all support me gila gila , i mean yg i tk expect pn gila supportive . man i love you nicole ! :p haha , gila . hmm tu aa kn , enjoy je my life while i cn with my family and frnds , just like wht che'nell said , just hve fun and you cn hve someone in your life bt they'll just be adding your happiness , rght ?! omg SOOO TRUUEEE !! haha , so boys , make sure you guys will just add my happiness nt take them away frm me ! haha :p and nw , hve fun je , boyf boyf ni MENYUSAHKAN sahaja , terima kasih dn selamat malam (:
Thursday, April 24, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/24/2008
duh ! haha , im bored actually plus super pissed off , i.ve posted a long post (well , nt THAT long lh ) bt somehow it didnt come out on my blog , stpd blogspot . gahaa , well , school ws okayy , nt interesting at ALL , haha , samira puasa today WAHWAH . haha , hah ! nw tgh super dizzy thnkng wht to wear to iuday , grr stpd pengetua ! shit lh . haha , plus cm tk sbar nk pegi battle of the bands since i just found out tht fazree ( my sis pnya ex ) is going to perform on tht day . haha , NIDJI - HAPUS AKU , cme cme support local bands ! ngee , well , gtg lh , nk STUDY , haha YA RGHT ! hee bye bye mwaa
Wednesday, April 23, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/23/2008
hye hye helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :) greetings humans ! haha , today school ws Okayy , ngee bt i admit i slept through chems. class hha , naughty me ! damn i ws freaking sleepy and i dnt knw why haha , results of fatigueness ! cheh ! haha , went back home , eat eat eat , then txt txt txt :p haha and here i am posting a blog abt hw my wnderful day went , wnderful ? YA RIGHT ! haha , well , im kind of pissed off with mama since she's going to get abg's n76 and gve her motorola to me ?! oh hell no ! omg benci nyaaaa ... shit ! hate her ! huu nt so lh , just a quote tht i use when im mad at her , huhu . well nt fair ! its nt tht she's going to use the camera tht much ! eeeee shit shit shit !! tknk kwn smerang ! nk EMO ! urgh , huhu well ,toodles then , maybe the next time im going to post a blog then ill be using the DAMNED MOTOROLA ! urgh wtv mama ! TALK TO THE HAND PLSS !!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/22/2008
hahaha funny !! bru dpt tw he's trying to make me jelous ?! haha weyhh !! sumpah funny nk MAMPOS ! hmmm bored like hell weyh ! today the best cnversation i've heard ever ! here it goes ,
(di dlm biology class)
Pn.Norashikin : okay kamu sume ni adalah sperm dn ovum okay ,
nicholas (whle pointing kt amir) : haha , kau sperm
amir : kau ovum ! haha
me : hahahha bongok
danial : weyh , kira dlm air mani ada sperm ah ?
amir : yer ah ! *duh
danial : babi oh , kre aku dh bnuh byk ank aku lh !
me : :o wth ?! wtf ?! hahahahahhaah
serious bdo tk ? haha ngek doh ! hm , nw bru je lpas mkn . ngee bye bye lh (:
Sunday, April 20, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/20/2008
im a december baby soo , here is my charachteristics . its freaking true . so get to know me yea (:
DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous.
Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be
with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with
vision, yet complicated to know.. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically
and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite
sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the
arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many
children. Hardworking. High spirited
Saturday, April 19, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/19/2008
hyehyehye .... ;D haha today ? ahhhh bored like hell ! haha woke up at 3 ! goshh .. then he texted me , hah ! yay ! haha , then ate lunch at 4 sumthing which then he said that mkn lunch bila dh nk dinner dh , haha kerek ehh youu .. at night , i went out with shasharudin , ct and zul . haa bestbest , g mkn2 at naili's damansara (haha i mean SUMPAH tht place gila cool ;D) then round2 kl and went bapok-seeing . CULTURE SHOCK LIKE HELL WEYH ! i mean gila babi mantap ah dorang ! kalah i ! haha , tp in the mood of 'saket hati' la cause he tk reply IN ALL OF SUDDEN JE ! aihhh .. geram geram ! i mean , bygkn ttibe tk rply then next day ckp tk dpt my msgS ? ee jhat jhat ! tknk kwn sudaaaaa you mok ! hoh , its okaaayyy .. scndal je kn ? ngee , jgn pasrah weyh , jgn ! hha tkley bla . mm yesterday pn cm jln2 je , cm tkde hala tuju je . haha , weyh bsn gilaa !! aihh , okayokayla , byebyebye ...... ;)))
Wednesday, April 16, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/16/2008
hellohello (: hee . dh lame dh tk post blog knkn ??? boring lh online online niihhh . huhu my life ? beesssttt ... hee bt ada org tk puas hti with me doh ! ee tendang kang ! hesh okayokayla bt hah ! tday bestbest woa , haha only god knws why (:
Tuesday, April 08, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/08/2008
yayaya , hellohello :) just got back from school ! ngeh , super bored ! plus i ws super super duper hyper-ing at school , bdo i knw . haha , bt ntah , dnt knw why . bt it still hurts to see him la kn . haih , cm siod ! get over it sudaa ! haa , bt ntah , dh move on skiiiit kot ? haha , cool kn ? ngee . bored gila babeng la kn today . cm sial . haha , eyp eyp , jgn ckp sial , tk PROPER ! ngeh , missy missy !! ngee , miss who ? ntaaahhh . haha , dhdh ! lupakaannn !! bdo nya pompuans ! boo hoo ! ngeh , stpd . hm , today hw maths SAHAJA , best tk ? yay ! love tuesday ! ngee . eh eh , guess wht ? next mnday is ...... 140408 !!! haha , so wht la kn ? ngeh , meaningful SKIT la plak . haha , yea bt he doesnt care kn ? so why shld i ? omigahhh ( SAM ! haha ) smlm mmg stpd ! haha , i ws the stupidest of all la plak ! haha , last one je . then if nothing gk , MOVE ON PLSS ! haha bdo . dh move on ! ee hyper hyper ! haha , best gilaa .... dia text ! yay ;D hee , kay la , kay la . nk mndi dohhhh . bye to all the bears in the worlldd ;DD
Saturday, April 05, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/05/2008
meaningful lyrics . should be heard by you-know-wht-happened-to them ppl , enjoy :)
ne-yo - go on girl
I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back, I
Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Just not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on
ciara - that's right
You can miss me all you want
But I'm not coming over
Tonight I'm doing me
I'll call you in the morning (that's right)
Hanging with my girls
Until the break of dawn
You can't tell me no
'Cause I can do what I want
nidji - biarlah
Biarlah ku rela,
melepasmu,
meninggalkan aku.
Berikanlah aku,
kekuatan,
untuk lupakanmu.
sara bareilles - love song
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today
I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
kanye west - stronger
You know how long I've been on you?
Since Prince was on Apollonia
Since OJ had Isotoners
Don't act like I never told you
Baby, you're making it (harder, better, faster, stronger)
boyz 2 men - end of the road
Although we�ve come to the end of the road
Still I can�t let you go
It�s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the end of the road
Still I can�t let you go
It�s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Girl, I know you really love me,
You just don�t realize
You�ve never been there before
It�s only your first time
Maybe I�ll forgive you, hmm
Maybe you�ll try
We should be happy together
Forever, you and i
Girl, you love me again like you loved me before
This time I want you to love me much more
This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don�t let me, don�t let me down
jason mraz - you and i both
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.
maroon 5 - wont go home without you
it's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
vertical horizon - everything you want
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know
vertical horizon (jugak ) - best i've ever had
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
kerispatih - mengenangmu
Adakah disana, kau rindu padaku,
meski kita, kini ada di du-nia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin~ waktu berputar,
‘kan ku tunggu, dirimu
Biarlah ku simpan,
sampai nanti aku,
‘kan ada di sana,
tenanglah dirimu,
dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku,
kau tak terlihat lagi,
namun cintamu, abadi
element - rahasia hati
Waktu terus berlalu
Tanpa kusadari yang ada hanya aku dan kenangan
Masih teringat jelas
Senyum terakhir yang kau beri untukku
Tak pernah ku mencoba
Dan tak ingin ku mengisi hati ku dengan cinta yang lain
Kan kubiarkan ruang hampa didalam hidupku
Bila aku harus mencintai dan berbagi hati itu hanya denganmu,
Namun bila kuharus tanpamu,
Akan tetap kuarungi hidup tanpa bercinta
Hanya dirimu yang pernah tenangkanku
Dalam pelukmu saat ku menangis
colbie caillat - realize
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
[C:] If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
*that's all for now , yeaaa jewang ! i knw .. haha , bt so what ? kn ? okayy so nw ..
MOVE ON PLS !!
Friday, April 04, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4/04/2008
heyyo !! hee . i've created a new ms accnt . yay ! haha . bored lorh . eyh you knw , hmm . ade org mntk cpl lorh ! hmm . waa tamau ! sheesh !! haha . dhdh . hm . dh about 1 week tk blog kn ? stress !! haha . nw dh reda sket lorh yay ! hm . still bored ! haha . bye lah then :)
